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I'm glad I make your world okay the way you right mine when it's all spiraling around me and I can't handle it. And I'm glad you like the boobs. I'm a little weirded out yeah, they aren't what I was expecting, which was something more like...silicone and soft and the plastic on the outside confuses me texturally and if it's a shipping thing or an actual casing. But I'm getting used to it and willing to keep poking at it. So be my kitten on days you need to, and days you just want to, and be my dinosaur on days you need to, and days you just want to. I'm good with this. We're good together. But um....at some point I'm going to stop feeling like this thing you got me for my bra issues is going to stop feeling like a piece of meat stuffed in my bra yeah? Because that is weirding me out big time.

Depression sucks, Nikki, I know it well. I'd expected that coming out as TG would resolve it all but found that like so many things it's like peeling back the onion. There's more stuff inside. The good news for me is that at least the outer layers are, finally (after goodness, more than fifty five years!), peeled back. Take care of yourself, wade in, and allow it all to wash over you slowly and at your own pace. There is no rush. Bree, I fully understand your feelings about bras and breast forms. Why not? I can't really imagine what it's like for you of course, but then again, I think I do. Like Nikki, take it easy and at YOUR own pace. You're fully involved with your own feelings which are also perfectly valid. It's so beautiful and admirable about how you're both growing together. Warm hugs, Emma

Hmm, I am no expert. I bought mine at Carla's Boutique in San Jose, CA. The owner Aejia (pronounced Asia) would be happy to help over the phone and does biz over the web, too. Pls mention I sent you. At least she could give you more expert advice! I do like mine fine. They feel good on, although they do feel kind of firm, firmer than real breasts. Maybe that's necessary to hold their shape since after all they aren't attached to the chest, just held in place by a bra. Regardless I'm glad to hear Nikki is enjoying hers. I can't imagine using water balloons. :-) Emma

kittennikki (i kind of like nikkikitten, too), it's getting late, but just wanted to say how great it is to hear both your experiences with each other and the dialog between the two of you.

Emma, I think I'm actually weirded out worse by the evener he put on me. It feels really like I put a piece of meat in a biggie on. Our doctor was impressed at how much effort I put into reading what the counselor we picked is experienced in, but I know I'm horrifically complicated, and I needed a doctor who understood a wide variety, and Nikki is a lot like me. I actually was kept on by my therapist who usually worked with just teens into my early twenties when I moved here because she was actually helping me and didn't want to risk setting me back by switching me to a different doctor. I can't make Nikki well, but I can try to find him the tools he needs to get well himself and help him try to find that health again and support him on the bad days and the good days that will come. Just like he does for me.

I'm so happy to hear that you are doing well and found a doctor that is actually helping! And by the way, you are so much braver than I am, if I get within 100 feet of a garter snake I lose my marbles. I wish you a full recovery, and that is a great pic!

Ren, I am glad to hear that you are doing well by the I am Vibetascott My house wife takes care of everything I do you would know her as Veronica. If you want to talk please feel free to call us. With lots of Huge HUGS ViBeta scott & Veronica

HI Alexandru, Thank you for your post. It's important for all to increase awareness that we can't choose what we are. Too easy to say "just stop it" for those who don't experience or have any concept of our experience. But that response is painful. As if to tell us (you) to shut up, you're bothering me. Well, you're not bothering me whatsoever. I hope your blog and our responses help you find peace. I mean that. Hugs, Emma

Thank you for the guidance! That plastic outercasing really threw me, obviously I know very little about breast forms. With my family history it's probably good I learn about these things in general in addition specifically to Nikki. Who looks adorable in them, that smile. He gets away with so much on that smile. Like tickling me then doing that smile to try to get outta retaliation. That one doesn't work so much, I am vengeful with tickling. LOL

I hope you have a healthy, safe surgical experience with no complications! I"m so sorry you can't share with your family, I know what that is like and how sometimes it's really h hard not to wish you had a family that actally cared. *Hugs* I made a new family along the way, and I wish you all the joys and love a family by choice can bring to you also!

I went to the zoo Friday with Nikki, and he literally had to cover my eyes and walk me to the baby galapaggos tortoises so I couldnt' see the python on one side or the anaconda on the other. I have no idea when our zoo got an anaconda, but there might have been a freakout. *blush* Thank goodness Nikki takes care of me. LOL

Thanks Yeah I grew u with snakes all over the place so you get used to them. I like trying to catch Garter snakes lol theyre so adorable In a house I lived in with my mom at one point, they used to crawl out of the chimney in the basement lol

Big hugs to my Bree. I'm sorry you were hurty and I was stuck at work.

wow your getting your boobs Congratulations and have faun and have fantastic work and my people surround you with love and support Love ViBett Scott. I am also I am married to Veronica" wifeWell more chatting to go too. we send our love and big HUGS Vibetascott

It still accepts donations I think, but it now is making me withdraw on the first of every month (if available). Not sure why.

I want to echo veronicabeta's happiness you shared with us. I also really want to validate the sadness you must feel not being comfortable sharing this milestone with family. My heart goes out to you. I am sending compassion to you and wish you the best with the surgery. <3 Luna