I really don't think that you need make-up, your face is very femme and is accentuated by your long slender neck, makes me feel very inadequate with my very male short thick neck ! I think that you'd do better using video for practical things such as make-up and clothes / colours that go together, hair care, nails, shoes, outfits etc.. Just talking about abstract things such as confidence is perhaps better done as typed words? Umms and errs would then be omitted perhaps?, and people can more easily refer back to previous points in your dialogue. Think of it like trying to give a stranger directions of where to go, unless they have an extremely retentive memory a lot of the directions will be forgotten by the time they have done three turnings...............If you are determined to do it via u-tube then consider doing shorter videos on one subject at a time, and be concise and repeat what the message or point that you are wanting to make. An old saying in instructing is; tell 'em what your going to tell 'em; tell 'em; then tell 'em what you told 'em. Hugs, Eve