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yea i think that ppl think that just because trangender is on the headlines that its ok and acceptable and most time its not. some of us are forced to just adapt to environment and cant be who we are. it sucks becaus i feel like im alway going to be trapped in this. i go back and forth between confindent and security minded. i try to relax but i no the state of my life and where im at. its hard to try move byond this. having to go back and forth between two identities is hard but i do it because i dont want to get killed. it bother me a lot. my friend say its ok to just be a girl, but my confidence goes from high to low quick if someone say something. half the time i forget to act like a man when im dressed like one which im sure come off strange to ppl but that my inner confidence coming out. i feel like im in this halfway state at all times a hybrid and i hate it. no one will say anything to me. tonight i went to the store and this two guys were talking and get quiet and then one of them like, no thats a f----ing girl. and i just kept walking but then i come back to my neighborhood and my roomie has told everone im a man so i have to dress the part here and it make me uncomfortable espeically when she want to talk about my laundry items outdoors with the neighbors listening. top it all off, now im having the breasts which great except summertime coming and i dont no how that going to go over with everone thinking im a man where i live.

Dear MichelleLea, Feel I am "barking up the wrong tree," in taking all kinds of classes in my building that I really don't need, but today my doctor says that's OK, because I am able to sit with my friends, doing something productive, that may not help me, but I may pass the information onto someone else. 😉 Your friend, Monica

Dear Ava, Good news, the video is working! Really resonate with it, as a Lesbian in a very conservative community, where the few T/LGBs are very deeply closeted, I feel I have almost lost myself! Thank you for sharing. Yours truly, Monica