KarenPayne

How crazy is this, had an hour long phone call with a distant family member just now and tried (she wanted to hear my former voice as the rest of me talking was my female voice), I really tried to use my former male voice but could not. After getting off the phone I recorded my now normal female voice then my futile attempt at my former male voice. After three attempts trying to sound male I gave up as it actually started to physically hurt. Guess I will not be dressing up for Halloween as any male characters ever  

Did a four hour back country drive today in my Miata, did I get hit on at lunch, yep, grin.

It's my first birthday as female, going to spend a quite evening because I have plans with friends tomorrow and Saturday. Perhaps I will have another birthday in January to celebrate my surgery date

For whatever reason I put on perfume this morning like every morning but for some reason it felt better. I have four or five, lost count of scents I love and try to rotate between three of them while the others are more suited for the evening.

Taking the new car out for a country drive today, hopefully nice weather so the top can be down.

Off to check out purchasing a second car, a 2016 fully equipt Mazda Miata. Current car is a 2005 Toyota Camry fully equipt and never breaks so no need to trade it in as it has many years still to go.

Time to get ready for a coffee date this morning with a female, yes I am BI and this weekend it's all about females.

Done with electrolysis for today, no regrowth from last time woohoo. She is doing one side at a time along with touch ups on my eye area. 

Tomorrow I am having a different kind of surgery, two wisdom teeth pulled, oh there is nothing compared to prior surgeries but may prior to be frustrating in regards to eating over the three or so days to follow. 

Today I am having electrolysis done for underarms, will be nice when that is done. This is my third treatment so far.

Aroused but keeping my legs closed. Very frustrating.

It's a new day, we begin again, make the best of it as it only happens once then gone forever.

I find it interesting that two years ago I was told that red was not a color for me and agreed yet that person told me red now suits me. For the past two weeks have been wearing Lucky Brand flats in a medium red. Just goes to show (in my opinion) what hormones can do after being on them for a while. Oh, my worst color, yellow, still working on that.

Three days until "Capital Pride" which is an outdoor event for LGBT community. Should see at least one member from here there. The event is about ten minutes from my place and happy to have a short drive.

Nothing like starting the day, getting my legging on and realize my panties are inside out

It's going to be very hot today, over 100 degrees and so happy 95% of the day in work and home I will have AC woohoo. And yes it's thong weather.

When it comes to life, we spin our own yarn, and where we end up is really, in fact, where we always intended to be. 
-- Julia Glass, Three Junes

Had the weirdest dream last night, was standing in line at some store and someone said, nice underwear. I looked down and that's all I was wearing, underwear, no shoes lol.  

Heading to the coast to sit on the beach and free my mind. Have done this all my life on both coast and find it relaxing simply to watch the waves coming in and out with no distractions.

Watched Pearl Harbor this afternoon and had some many emotions popping other the smallest things, never happened with my former identity.

Since it was hot this morning I went out and shopped and came home with a new purse and bra yippy.

Only three work days this week woo-hoo

My mentor came out with a new version of his impact/edge tool which I consider just about as good as it gets for non-lethal defense.

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Can't explain why but I have been searching for a red polka dot bra but they have been eluding me size wise until today  I like to accessorize spaghetti strap tops with color coordinated bras rather than simple nude or white so this is fantastic!! I now have a dozen well fitting bras.   

Well starting yesterday it's ninety degrees plus for the next week and happy to have AC. Have completely tossed the idea of wearing a bra during my non-working hours. I got up at 3AM this morning and the temperature was close to eighty outside. 

Each year it's getting worst with the heat, 20 days of  ninety degrees plus days in August but none prior and now we have this happening in June, no a good sign for the rest of the summer and expect many more days of heat. 

Watched "The opposite sex, Rene's story" on Showtime and think it's sad that her three brothers and most friends disowned her and that it's not just her but many that transition lose friends and also their jobs which there has to be a fair percentage that leave these people into a dark place or worst. Coming out and transitioning is one of the most difficult things a human can do.

All day long I felt to tall and have no clue why, think I will take a spin in a dryer