Cynthia

OMG the doctor is so sweet. She made me feel so welcome and put me at ease right away. I was so surprised. She went over everything with me. She even called me Cynthia my affirmation name. I love her. 

So I got my blood draws and made my next appointment. Till then I have to give up those damn cigarettes. She won’t prescribe to a smoker. I’ve dreamt of this for so many years. Cigarettes are so behind me now. Cold turkey. It’s the first time I’m quitting without chemicals or gums or patches. I can do this because I know what it’s doing to me and what it’s holding me from. My life long dream. Thank you Christy for being there when I needed someone for support. 

OMG the doctor is so sweet. She made me feel so welcome and put me at ease right away. I was so surprised. She went over everything with me. She even called me Cynthia my affirmation name. I love her. 

So I got my blood draws and made my next appointment. Till then I have to give up those damn cigarettes. She won’t prescribe to a smoker. I’ve dreamt of this for so many years. Cigarettes are so behind me now. Cold turkey. It’s the first time I’m quitting without chemicals or gums or patches. I can do this because I know what it’s doing to me and what it’s holding me from. My life long dream. Thank you Christy for being there when I needed someone for support. 

Email received from my doctor yesterday. My next appointment is on the 29th. I’ve stopped smoking. That’s a one day at a time thing. But if I want to trans I have the goal set to stop. Doctor says in email that I’ll start my medication on the 29th. I’m so excited I couldn’t sleep last night. 

I hear and read about the itching that goes with breast growth. I am longing to feel it. I also long to feel the growth and changes that are going to take place. I’m putting women’s clothing into my daily routine. I love it all.  

OMG the doctor is so sweet. She made me feel so welcome and put me at ease right away. I was so surprised. She went over everything with me. She even called me Cynthia my affirmation name. I love her. 

So I got my blood draws and made my next appointment. Till then I have to give up those damn cigarettes. She won’t prescribe to a smoker. I’ve dreamt of this for so many years. Cigarettes are so behind me now. Cold turkey. It’s the first time I’m quitting without chemicals or gums or patches. I can do this because I know what it’s doing to me and what it’s holding me from. My life long dream. Thank you Christy for being there when I needed someone for support. 

Email received from my doctor yesterday. My next appointment is on the 29th. I’ve stopped smoking. That’s a one day at a time thing. But if I want to trans I have the goal set to stop. Doctor says in email that I’ll start my medication on the 29th. I’m so excited I couldn’t sleep last night. 

I hear and read about the itching that goes with breast growth. I am longing to feel it. I also long to feel the growth and changes that are going to take place. I’m putting women’s clothing into my daily routine. I love it all.  

Christy, that’s what I love about this. People like you that make me laugh. I’m sure I’ll be feeling them often. And I do understand the idea of an aching pain as you describe. But you know what? I want it so badly. I want them to grow and be sore and itch. I want my thighs and butt to grow. I want to get electrolysis to kill this bearded woman. I’ve alre found a girl that is trans friendly for that. Thanks for the laugh.