I think names are significant.  I don't particularly care for labels, however.  But names we like, names we choose, those that "sound" good to us often have much meaning as to where we've been, whom we've met , where we want to go, what appeals to us, and what we would like to be, and says a lot about our own perception of our personality.    

One of the first realizations that we are going to transition comes to us when we choose a name.  Some of us choose early in life, some later in life, but most often the names we choose appeal to us in a peaceful and self-content sort of way and carry us through a lifetime and end up being a permanent part of us when we first decide to transition and through our transition. It is a name we choose to become and love within our minds, not one that is given to us at birth. 

I chose Jessica. And I chose it early on in life and has more or less stuck with me for more than 55 years.  Oh, I've considered others on occasion, but always returned to Jessica as my name.  Why???  I'm not really sure.  Perhaps back in 4th grade it comes from a crush on a girl named Jessica who liked to be called Jess, too.  It was just a crush, mind you, long before the onset of puberty for both of us. I didn't know her well, she was not in any of my classes, but we both looked forward to going to the lunch cafeteria and talking together while we had our 30 minute lunch.  She was awesome to me, I liked her, she liked me and we loved talking to each other.  Well we moved onto 5th grade and never had the opportunity to talk again, but I still liked the names Jessica and Jess.  To me it sounds feminine, maybe it was my first realization of the differences between masculinity and femininity.

Funny thing happened last Wednesday!  Went to my dentist and had a great time, which is not something you would typically expect when you have a dentist appointment. I sat in the waiting room for some 20 minutes and discreetly, and I say discreetly, because I don't want to creep anyone out, was taking a mental note of other woman's mannerisms in the waiting room, when the dentist's assistant called me in.  She was new, never saw her before, and she warned me she was new at this, asking me to bear with her.  She was very nervous, but had a great personality, we got along great, as I helped her with the placement of the plates for each x-ray. I told her to take her time, I have my whole life ahead of me and I intend to enjoy it..  Have had a lot of experience at the dentist.  

When my dentist came in to review the x-rays, she said to the dentist that I should be named the patient of the year and I told the dentist when I come back for my work I wanted her to assist.  Now I always try to remember names of people I meet and when I can't I'm not shy in asking again someone's name. So I'm getting ready to leave and I ask, I'm sorry I didn't get your name?  She said, "Oh, I'm sooo sorry!  My name's Jessica, You can call me Jess!"  I should have figured that one out☺️

Jessica❤️