Male to Female (MtF) Transsexual Discussion

Hello, I been transitioning for almost a year think around 10 months. The thing I have been dealing with everything, lost of job might be related or not. Getting medical treatments, therapy, and prescription; Honestly, it has been difficult, but I am not bothered by it. I deal with more issues from society now then been. I have been keeping a video log and thought others might be interested in seeing. The video log is http://youtube.com/averyny Do not mind the name because I need to change it. Vivianne

It has been 5 weeks now and the euphoria has worn off and it is just life now. I have been very fortunate in that I have not met with any bad reactions as of yet , I have been treated well by all and have even been hit on a few times ! I am just enjoying my life now and to my surprise I have found a confidence I never knew I had . My wife is still having a hard time with this at times but she is happy for me and remains supportive , I dare say we have even grown closer and I did not think that was possible as close as we are . It is wonderful to finally be living the life I was always meant to live .

Hello. I went into the F2M forum by mistake, silly me, but I did notice they have a pinned F2M introductions topic. Just curious why we don't have the same. Take care, HL.

Bonnie i know you were planning on moving out of your house the first of March, did it go ok? Stressful situation just making sure you are ok. If you already posted about it here sorry, i have no luck searching for stuff sometimes.

Hello people, I'm Danielle or Miss D, whichever people prefer. I'm 7-8 months into my transition and things are going rather well although I've had quite a difficult time acquiring anti androgens in injection form. I'm curious of anyone here is privy to safe methods of which to acquire them as I was on them for the first 3 months but haven't been able to continue on them due to continually having to switch GPs as a result of changing areas and addresses. Any advice would be wonderful and most appreciated x

Ok I am trying to remember the name of a video I watched A Long time ago , very good helped with alot of questions and the real life of those who transitioned and those who are in the middle so to speak , I think it was Beautiful sisters or sister cousins but for the life of me I cant find what I am after I was going to let my daughter and grandaughter watch it to give them an idea of other real life transition stories and such , but frigg I have a brain lock and cant remember it was about six ladies who are and live at different stages and aspects of transition can any one remember I went through all the old posts and didnt find what I was after I know I have shared it …

Hello Family, My name is Rhonda and I live in Portland,OR. I am a fifty plus year old Male to Female Transgener. I have been "battling" this condition most of my life. Either by ignoring the urges as I could or by keeping in the closet I could no longer fight the urges. I came to PDX. With the specific goal to "start" a real life test. Since arriving here in the first of the year. 2010 I have so far managed to find a ND to over see my HRT, I'm on Spirolactone and Estrodial. I have secured living "quarters" in a relatively safe building. I'm seeing a Gender Therapist at the behest of my Naturalist Doctor. This is a brief history of where I'm at now. I have…

hey all,o once again im fighting how i feel.. ive told myself all day that i need to be a guy and stop talking hormones... i wont, im a girl inside and i was perscribed them for a reason... will these fighting feelings ever calm down.. ive been fine for 2 weeks, and then boom, i feel like this.. im scared im never gonna pass and ill be this weird looking guy forever... im really just depressed, and i did make an appointment with my therapist... but help is always welcome from anyone who wants to offer it

So I was thinking today (and this is probably the wrong area to post this question to everyone but whatever) and I was thinking back on my life and I thought to myself: Who was the first person I saw that I found out was trans or a crossdresser that kinda changed my life or made me realize that I could transition? Maybe its kinda an odd question but it really got me thinking. The answer I came up with (and im sure no one will remember the reference im about to make) but I remember when I was just starting in college and a show on MTV came on called "I want a famous face" and it was all about younger adults who wrote into the show saying why they deserve cosmetic su…

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I am starting this forum because I am now at the point where I have realized some very strange things. This is a mixture of observation, theory and opinion, I welcome your input... I get along great with women because that is who I identify with But women have always seen the my outward male shell. They thought it was great getting to know me because we always got along so well together. If I change my outward shell to match what is inside then the women from before have lost the man on the outside who they thought was a man. They may very easily feel betrayed and even weird because they were sexually attracted to me before and now they wonder if that makes…

Blurgh. So, the last time I was here, I was talking about how great it was that I was coming out to friends and family and that my wife was finally starting to be more accepting. And now... Two steps back... First, she wanted me to stop discussing things among the only transgendered community I know because people on the internet don't know me personally. I was at least feeling okay that I was able to start talking to my few friends in real life... Shortly thereafter, she pointed out that there's always the possibility that I will see a therapist and there will be other circumstances than GID that have caused these feelings all my life, so I shouldn't discuss i…

As I was growing up I love music all kinds.My fav bands were Kiss Twisted Sister Ratt and just really all the so called Hair bands.I gauss everyone should have known that I was more feminine rather than like my dad and brothers Marine macho guys.......

So I am about to get medi-cal and I was wondering if anyone knows of a doctor that will take medi-cal insurance. Current looking for laser,trach, and srs for medi-cal to cover but I need to find the Doctors first for the surgeries. thanks for you help in advanced

Hello everyone! I hope I am in the correct forum for this message. I am very very possibly moving to the Baltimore area from Tampa FLorida for a new job. I am in need of local information. I was able to find some studio appartments for $450 per month but have no idea if its in a good safe area. If anyone has experience in the BWI area that can point my family to a SAFE both for crime and for TS friendly areas for reasonable cost that would be great! A commute on a bus or train to BWI for work would be nice if available but by car is not out of the question. Once a home is found then I will be in need of a new therapist, support network and of course safe entertainm…

I recently read Jack Kerouac’s novel On the Road. It is based on the author’s travels throughout the country. It is a trip filled with wild adventure, madness, heavy drinking and aimless activity. I don’t know if I could have survived such a journey without going mad. As I look back on my life, I have traveled a similar though shorter road. I traveled a bit when I was younger and some when in my thirties. I didn’t drink or engage in wild parties but observed what was happening around me. If I had not accepted Jesus into my heart I would have wandered around the country. Prior to that, I was asking questions about the meaning of life. The past several yea…

I wanted to just post a topic that I feel might be good for some around on the verge or scared to go out and goto the Club for a night out En Femm or even just as the woman you already are ( sorry you guys as well ) , Ok I have lived full time for a long time as you alll know and have had many expieriances I have shared and talked about with so many coming up through the ranks of transitional univeristy (LOL) I thought I would add this to the mix , I and my Debra went out yesterday and did some arrends , she wanted to go and see this guy that I am attempting to set her up with , and I went the other direction back towards the house , she need less to say Hay yo told me y…

Hey everyone! You guys can just call me Kay. I am a coming out mtf tg and am looking for some guidance from anyone who has any advice for a "newbie" like me:) I have known since before my adolescence that something was not right about me. But still need to get to that realization that has been trying to push its way up for a while now. Its really annoying, and confusing, and i just need some, well, guidance.I would like to better explain everything to anyone who wants to lend an ear. My thoughts, so far, are whether to decide to go through what i have read to be "transitioning". I know quite alot about it, but obviously what you "read" isnt always true. So i'm a little lo…

Hi, I was thinking a few things through this morning and suddenly a realisation dawned upon me. Maybe this is me being to sensitive or just bias, or maybe I'm actually right in my thinking. That's why I've decided to post. I've started to notice that there seems to be a lot of tolerance for FTM Transexuals and society seems to " accept " them more than MTF Transexuals. Now I'm not suggesting for one minute that we go through more than FTM's of course not, or that FTM's have it easier that would be ridiculous as each of us has to battle this through to become who we are. Like I said, I maybe subconsciously bias, this is just my opinion of what I've seen and read, …

On 7/26/10 I changed my name and since then I have been in a bit of a tizzy , I want to move forward now . I have since become more confident and have come out to nearly everyone I know and with great surprise I have had no negative responses ! I have spoken with my therapist and have finally set a date to begin my RLE . On September 18th I will cast off this lie that has been Tim for so many years and begin my life as the woman I am , I am very excited and can't wait for the 18Th to get here . I have donated the last of my male clothes ( save for work shirts ) to Goodwill . I have let everyone know the date my life begins , I Still have some Doctors to notify and the…

Dear All, My partner girlfriend a love still so deeply has a new love. I have spoken with her about this new love and I see she needs it but it hurt me so much, I cry the hole day. For her it is the best and I know for me to, but it hurt and breaks my hard. I wrote her the following message with tears all over my face. “From the bottom of my hart you best girlfriend Antoinette, I have asked GOD to assist you with help, warmth, strength and wisdom. Remember the days we have been permitted to do so spiritual, I hope we can always continue until the end of time. I also hope you can forgive me that I hurt you so much, I hope you will accept me as your new girlfriend…

I was wondering if anybody heard about this "Switching a Gene in Adult Mice Easily Transforms Females Into Males" and what you think it could mean for our community. http://current.com/153uq4c

Well I just found out that my brother is getting a divorce.After 24 years he says that they have just grown apart.I dont know I have never been married but I always thought that when u get married u have found they person that u want to share the rest of your life with.About 6 years ago my other brother got a divorce from his wife but with them they fought all the time and they had a daughter so then I felt that fighting around there daughter was not a healthy environment so a divorce was really for the best.What really gets to me is they dont see my side Im not in a relationship so I dont have that other person to lean on or just to grow old with.I dont think they see ho…

What should I expect? Should I already doing some bra or sport bra shopping? The only way I see breast clevage is when I’m in the mirror pressing my breasts together and standing on my side I see small clevage. When I am facing front of the mirrior face ahead I don’t see any breast clevage when I’m pressing my breasts together. I read that transgender women who started late on HRT in older age won’t achieve the same as a teen transgender female breasts development.

hi my name is Natalie and im very pre-op in the begining stages of transtion. I have ben fulltime on an off for 14 years since i was ateen but I have not had the wear with all to go to the next step. I am a chemical dependancy counselor and i wish to work with trans identified people with addiction issues. just saying hi. i hope adding apicture is not to overly vain.