Dear Ms. Suezett 
Sorry ,thing like that happened to you; you seem like a nice person. If I may add that this, thought life changing experance has help you embrace the truth about who you are; all the better for you!! Rembember life starts NOW!! and, 
"that which does not kill us only makes us stronger." 
Peace Out >^.^< 
PS If you ever need a friend please look me up 
I listen and try to help. BIG HUGZZZZ