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Well what do I mean by the term, "cleaning out the closet" I mean the, "mental closet." This step is the most important one, that I found in my research, of how to transition from male to female. I remembered a lesson, I was tought by a student of Bruce Lee's; who I was being trained by. He tought me to try to achieve the "oneness" this is where a person lines themself up, Physicaly,mentaly, and spiritual.This is very important, when learning any of the marshal arts. So I trying to get in balance again. Transtion is what you, the individual makes of it; and I'm learning just what to make of it, that's why I'm cleaning out my closet. I'm not afraid of failure, it's just one step closer to success! This is my feelings on the matter. I found that I am kinda stuck at a androgynous stage, but thats ok for now. I'm making a little progress though; I found that if I wear a bra not a sports bra; I have breast. So when I go anywhere I wear my bra, I have gotten used to my girls. However, this makes my chest stand out more, and therefore attract more attension to myself. This is something I don't want to do. It does make a little more passable though. Thats where I was going with this; accepting myself for who I am..this is part of the cleaning process I figure. I'm not trying to fool anyone just trying to, live my life the way I want to present myself, and be happy doing it. I know I'm a full-time woman now, and the closet is less cluttered, as well.The other part of the cleaning is to work is on my heart condition, which I do by helping other people. I don't know if I've touch someone or not, but I'll keep trying for I know this is the meaning to life. To be more self-sacificing this will help me to express my love better, and I just want to do that. So I have more cleaning to do, however I'm getting more confortable each, and every time I go out that front door.Building one's selfesteem is something every girl / woman learns form their mothers; I for my part will learn this to; even though my mother is dead now. Peace Out for now!!... PS... Please, enjoy your life...for it is far to short.

I read a article, Ms. Beth had posted in the forum. The story was about a transwoman, who looked at her change as a blessing. After, meditating on this thought I too look at it as a blessing because, it makes us unique ie different; we standout from the crowd. I always knew I was speical some how, but I just did not quite know how to express it; till I read that woman's story. She helped me to see we are all special! How we need to support each other, love each other, and be there for each other. This is regardless how I may personaly feel, about the other person actions, and convictions. The story taught me we must stay united! You know, that back in the early 70's the African American people adopted the term brother and sister for each other. Why? you wonder, to keep them united, and because they all had a common goal to end inequality, and injustices done against them as a whole. We too need to put a end to the injustices, and end inequality; we need to be taken seriously. So I going to take a page for the African American play book, I'm going to look at all LGBT/Crossdressers/Gender Neutral people as my brothers, and my sisters. Even if we do not agree on every issue; you will be my Sister, or Brother; even if you don't like me; you will be my Brother, or Sister. I understand that, WE MUST STAY UNITED to keep on the path to victory! No matter what! We have that goal in common; VICTORY!!! I know the only way to defeat us is to break us a part....We must not squabble over miner issues. Furthermore, we need to keep our eyes on the prize! That means even if you disgree with my opinion it does not matter, what does matter is we stay united! All of us. Well thats my New Years resolution; I intend to keep this one....LOL