Dear Warren, I agree with Monica. But also, when you feel like this, please call a hotline, like the Transgender suicide line I posted in TH Resources or that you can find by Googling. I've done it, on more than one occasion, and it helped. i agree too that at times it just sucks, feeling this way, tired and burned out. Time to take care of Warren, my friend. Give yourself something, a hug, a cup of tea, take a walk. We all love you, Ren. Emma