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Dear Lisa, Wow, your post touches on one of my deepest fears. I'm glad for you that you seem to be handling it okay. That said, I hope you have someone near by that you can talk to and, maybe, grieve with. I'm like you in that as a woman I'm very much a lesbian. I guess that if I was to transition I might explore myself with men but as it is now I cannot imagine it. But I would like to have the door held open for me from time to time. :-) You have my very best wishes, Emma

Hi there On a level of 1 to 10, I feel pain about 3 levels lower then someone else which was around 5 levels lower before HRT. Reason I know this is, I can tell you my migraines started but it doesn't effect me at all, and for the plain fact that I refused to go into a theater to have a biopsy in 2011 and insisted the doc go into my chest while I am sitting on the bed in the ward. He said it was irregular but should be capable of being done, and all I did was giggle once the med's worked out. So safest to know if you feel pain a lot for anything or if you have a high pain tolerance, then you know you can do it or not. I was exhausted and basically just arrived from a round trip of over 1000miles which we basically rested in the car for and didn't even get to sleep after the kids were dropped, till we were home. Enjoy the Easter Weekend. I'm on standby this weekend and next. Hugs and Kisses Michele

Thank you for writing this. Not having MPD I am as unconscious and unaware about it as cisgender people are about what it means and feels like to be transgender. You are adding an understanding that I had not considered before.

Hiya Lisa. I can totally understand where You are in Life. My own Wife, has been cheating on Me, for about 1 1/2 Year's, with other Men, and other Women. I " Came-Out " as a MtoF Transsexual, on 30 the. April, 2015, to My Wife. On 1st. May, 2015, I started Buying and Wearing Female Undies and Clothing, and being " Out " in Public, on the Same Day, as well. Lisa, You are so gracious, in Your attitude towards Your Wife. ( We have 3 Special-Needs-Children, ages 14 ; 11 ; and 10 . Hence the Only reason, We are still underunder the same roof, but, Our Physical Relationship is long over ! ). If I were to find another Trans-Woman, who lived fairly close-by, who I were to get in a relationship with, I would be happy enough. It might never happen, but, who knows ! Lisa, I Love Your Gorgeous Photograph's By the way. You are a Very Beautiful, Pretty, Young Lady. Lisa, I Wish You All the Best for the Future Honey. Have a Good Evening. Take Care, And My Very Best Wishes, Hugs, Stephanie. xx

Oh goodness. I may have to suck it up and be brave, my excema and hair on the personal bits are not playing nice. But I have zero tolerance for skin pain levels unlike the internal stuff where I just whimpered a bit with intesting caught in a hernia, I confess and will likely be wailing pitiously the whole time and that poor tech would go home if I did go and be all "You would not believe the baby on my table today!" LOL

​Thanks very much Steph. I hope things turn around for you. ​Thank you! I am. Had a great weekend with Bree, went out for birthday dinner at Texas Roadhouse and saw Batman v Superman along with lots of Bree time, so very much on a better wavelength. ​The person I need to talk to about it wasn't there and won't be until this week, so I'm giving it a shot.

Veronica, thank you for those kind words and your support. I don't want anyone to cry, though. :-) I have never loved someone so much that I am willing to let her go and be happy. At times it is upsetting and heartbreaking for me because she has been everything to me. At the same time, I have grown being married to her and in my walk with the Lord. Love is and should be unconditional. Otherwise it is not really love. And I love her unconditionally. I really do hope she finds a wonderful guy. And I am hopeful that my children handle it well. Both my transition and the new guy. Whomever that is or will be.

Hang in there hun! Maybe you could talk with them about this oversight?

Down days definitely suck, don't they? I certainly experienced one from Thursdsy night through Friday afternoon. It's a long story, same old cycle for me. This morning I look back on it and, once again, am thankful for my wife and life, but also planning on jotting down some notes to discuss with my therapist. All too often by the time I see him I've forgotten too many details about the experience for us to have enough to work on. A good news for this week is that I will see him on Wednesday evening because, on the Thursdsy? Transgender Day of Visibility! Hope you're feeling better, Nicki.

Hiya Michele. You have a lovely complexion. You are a very Beautiful Young Lady, and You can be very Proud of Yourself. I Am going to have to find out how much the home laser kit's are, here in the U.K. Michele, Take Care Honey, And My Very Best Wishes, Love Stephanie. xx

So um how bad does it sting? Was considering getting my um. .. Personal bits done after Nikki gets his face once we save up.

Looks like it is working. i plan on saving up one a home kit , nothing in my area so for for hair removal so seems my only option