I have been feeling very much ill over the last few days, but this evening I saw a a post online that gave me some food for thought, because it very much speaks to my struggle over the last year:
Wow, how true! I was always so worried that I would lose friends, income, security, happiness, etc. (Most of my life, I didn't know what happiness really is!) I couldn't possibly comprehend the gains I am enjoying while at the same time anything I may have lost was never worth keeping! Thanks, Dee!