Hi Chelle. Silence can be a two sided coin. THere comes the time whe we needn't, and there's the time that we may need to be. I don't know what your situation is but I encourage you to weigh the choice of wanting to be your authentic self or live with regret.
I came out at age fifty six. I will be 65 next month. Being out in public has done wonders for me and my spouse. It's been a long ride but I was willing to take it.
Chelle, I pray that you do find the strength to overcome your silence.