Oh Eve, I am sorry that peace seems to be eluding you. You're a beautiful beacon and such a delightful woman. We all love to hear from you, shed tears with you, and protect you. But as you are on HRT, perhaps it is easier to cry, is it not? No need to fit it any longer. It is your birthright. And Michael, you are always steadfast and strong, and even the strongest break down when they need to. I'm sorry to hear that you cry, too. But I love you all the more for it. Together, my friends, we are a close community. I dream that someday we are all together. What a fun gathering we would have! Warm hugs, Emma