Oh Michael, the girl inside me is bringing tears of hurt. I don't know how lonely I felt when before becoming transgender title I carry with me, but it different kind of loneliness. The missing of family, or community and being in the wrong country for homesickness etc. But I have overcome my loneliness. Since I have been transgender i always enjoy logging on to the tg guide forums as I certainly feel building a bond with regulars other tg folks, and it's great! Ooh I didn't put my nail polish on hands for 6 days I feel like man hmm