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Good Morning this is DeeDee. I was about 5 years old when I first felt like a girl in a boys body. My mom and Dad knew something was different with me but due to their extreme religious beliefs they were unable to see that I was just a Girl trapped in a boys Body. I spent many years growing up wearing my sisters clothes in secret and even repressing the feelings of femininity. Then I went through boy puberty and found my penis, don't get me wrong I had fun with it but fun and true joy are two different things. anyway well touch on all that another day. I am 40 years old now and I am beginning transition. 1. understand this is the real deal and not a fantasy 2. have the support of my wife who is my life and means the world to me 3. begin hormones 4. start dressing full time. wow so much to begin and I am excited. 6 we

Good evening, My husband and I decided to start this blog to track our journey. Here is a little back story. We have known each other since 1991. I was 13 at the time, and he was 15. There was attraction on both our parts from first sight. We somehow can't stay away from each other ​ We love spending time together, mostly driving out on the open road. We have 2 young boys, and they are definitely a huge part of our lives. Our baby is 1.5 years old, so we took time to get him through the baby stages, and when we confident that these 2 boys completed our family, the journey into my husband feeling more comfortable in his skin could start to transpire. It wasn't like we planned it that way. Since the boys arent quite as needy as they were, about 6 months ago, we started putting ourselves, and our relationship, to the forefront of our every-day. We would spend hours talking after the boys went to bed, and it was then that we learned so much more about each other. This talking brought out his feelings about how uncomfortable he was in his body. I, of course, want him to be confident and comfortable, no matter what, or who, that is. I love him for him, period. Slowly, over the past like 5-6 weeks, he has begun to dress more as a woman, and is becoming more confident going out in public. He wants to go all the way, so that is the ultimate goal, no matter how long it takes to get there. The process of telling our 5 year old has been slow and steady. He is becoming more and more comfortable with it, and even him and Daddy went into a convenience store the other night, while Daddy was dressed, and neither one were embarrassed! It is a huge step! This blog will be both of us writing, as we feel something that needs to be shared, or documented, for our journey. If I am writing, I will put an "L" to let the reader know it is from my perspective. We are excited what the future will hold and look forward to this blog filling up quickly lol. Goodnight for now. "L"

I had a few things on my "to-do" list today, but putting the house back together and doing yard work were priorities. AFLAC had almost completely taken over the dining room area, and that had to come to an end. As I wrote last night, I have decided to use an excel spreadsheet to manage my prospecting, and am in the process of inputting all my business contacts. The sum total of my progress in that area, except for a few entries last night, is to move all the stuff from the dining room into the den. So now, I'm sitting with piles of stuff in the den which I guess is an improvement of sorts. At least it's out of direct site should anyone come to visit. Actually, my neighbor, Jeanie, is the only one who comes, and that's to let the dogs out. Anyway, it looks better for me to look at. So then, while I'm cleaning the living room, I decided it was time to do some rearranging there. I have always thought that our recliners are way too far back from the TV, so I figured out a way to move them closer without having to redo the whole room. It came out well, not that I watch TV anymore. I had one casualty when I moved the couch. It was backed up against the wall, and the paint stuck to the leather and came off with it. We were without power for a week during the hurricane, and the humidity must have weakened the paint. It is out of sight for the time being. Another project. Oh,and I put the leaf back in the dinette table where I eat, so now I have more room there. In the afternoon, I tackled the yard. The arica palms in the front need constant maintenance to keep them at a reasonable height. And the oleander needed some work. And there is always weeding. I like living in Florida, but everything grows all the time, and it's really a challenge at times to stay on top of it. I have a busy week ahead. Hope something pops. I have low expectations. I well keep on keeping on.

Hi DeeDee, Glad you found us! It is exciting to finally acknowledge and become our authentic selves, isn’t it? We are blessed to be living in this day and age when the tide is finally shifting toward tolerance, acceptance, and dare I say welcome of transgender people. You look terrific in your photos! Emma