Hi Dee,
I’m glad for you that you have a week to yourself to live as yourself. But, as you said, you’re alone and missing that human contact that we all crave while at the same time having understandable feelings about your ex’s upcoming marriage.
I wish I had some pithy wisdom to impart that would provide you with relief. All I can say is that I hope you will come up with fun and cozy things you can do for yourself this week. Curl up in front of a fire, have a glass of wine, cook something amazing... for yourself. Buy yourself some flowers for your table. Pretty up your house a bit to show off your feminine flair.
At times like these it’s important that we give ourselves kindness and self-support. And don’t stop posting here!
Best wishes,
Emma