I’m laying here in bed with Adrianne. We were talking, and I asked her what I’m going to ask here.
Is it wrong of me to wish I had never come out, and just continued to live as a man? It would be so incredibly much easier, but a lot more miserable too.
I just don’t know what to think. So is it wrong of me to wish I had kept it to myself. That would be easier…… right?
I guess I’m just scared to death about all the 🤬 that is happening against us. I fear for our lives just checking the mail. We have a court date this week, and I’m scared they’re going to rule against us simply because I’m trans.
I just don’t know what to do anymore. I can be who I really am, or pretend to be someone I’m not.