i am through seeking validation from ANYONE EVER AGAIN i alone validate myself i do not care anymore about anyone else or their acceptance i accept myself as having value without another person i claim my life as mine alone and do not want to devalue it just to be connected let others go to hell and see their own integrity fall away to find some connection, the world and society can just take a flying f off that cliff into the maelstrom below sink or swim. i have no care to give about others hurt or pain,deal with it and do not tell me to care because i am going beyound that human state i have paid my dues so go away now,i reject you ,you know of whom i speak