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Cynthia

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About Cynthia

  • Birthday May 30

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    jcynthia50@yahoo.com

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Interests
    Remodeling my home. Shooting pool, motorcycles, pugs,(but ours is an idiot), camping, working on new decorative lighting on buildings and bridges.

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  1. Finally got my scripts straightened out. Already took my dailies. My need is not recognized by some. But it is real. I need this. I have to have it. You girls here are the best with understanding how it can be necessary to have your estrogen. My life has seemed empty without. I so enjoy the new life I’m living. Not dealing with the insecurities that I had as a man. Of course it’s not all roses and champagne but I roll with the punches. I love myself. Thank you for being here and reading. Love you. 

  2. Enjoy your time. It is so wonderful your family is so in line with you. Have a fabulous time Dee Dee
  3. Cynthia

    Becky's Journey

    Knowing there are others out there living the same life as a mid gendered female makes me so very happy to be a part of this caring and loving community. I’ve chatted with the girls here and they are very supportive. It’s nice to meet you and hope to hear more of your life.
  4. Facebook has many sales girls and sites. These are from MY LALA LEGGINGS. Many many to choose from. Free shipping in US.
  5. Just ordered my first soft leggings and top from a Facebook leggings seller. My wife has turned me onto these sellers. A sweet set for my first self bought. I’ve borrowed my wife’s but need to buy my own style.
  6. I can’t wait till I’m buying clothes for a woman’s body. This body I cloth now is so out of style. I know it’s not an over night happening. But I do have the rest of my life to make up for wasted years.
  7. Yes Jessicatoyou. I know that feeling oh to well. The many lovely items I have released into donation boxes and trash cans is remarkably ridiculous. Every time I had to purge my wardrobe I’d cry a bit more. But no more will I shed a tear for I’ll not be reducing my wardrobe anymore. I’m in love with my inner woman and if the world doesn’t accept Cynthia for her will the hell with them too. Love all my new friends and I can believe we have been chosen to live as we are. Love you girls.
  8. First doc appointment tomorrow. Any advice girls? I really want this. 

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    2. Cynthia

      Cynthia

      OMG the doctor is so sweet. She made me feel so welcome and put me at ease right away. I was so surprised. She went over everything with me. She even called me Cynthia my affirmation name. I love her. 

      So I got my blood draws and made my next appointment. Till then I have to give up those damn cigarettes. She won’t prescribe to a smoker. I’ve dreamt of this for so many years. Cigarettes are so behind me now. Cold turkey. It’s the first time I’m quitting without chemicals or gums or patches. I can do this because I know what it’s doing to me and what it’s holding me from. My life long dream. Thank you Christy for being there when I needed someone for support. 

    3. Cynthia

      Cynthia

      OMG the doctor is so sweet. She made me feel so welcome and put me at ease right away. I was so surprised. She went over everything with me. She even called me Cynthia my affirmation name. I love her. 

      So I got my blood draws and made my next appointment. Till then I have to give up those damn cigarettes. She won’t prescribe to a smoker. I’ve dreamt of this for so many years. Cigarettes are so behind me now. Cold turkey. It’s the first time I’m quitting without chemicals or gums or patches. I can do this because I know what it’s doing to me and what it’s holding me from. My life long dream. Thank you Christy for being there when I needed someone for support. 

      Email received from my doctor yesterday. My next appointment is on the 29th. I’ve stopped smoking. That’s a one day at a time thing. But if I want to trans I have the goal set to stop. Doctor says in email that I’ll start my medication on the 29th. I’m so excited I couldn’t sleep last night. 

      I hear and read about the itching that goes with breast growth. I am longing to feel it. I also long to feel the growth and changes that are going to take place. I’m putting women’s clothing into my daily routine. I love it all.  

    4. Cynthia

      Cynthia

      OMG the doctor is so sweet. She made me feel so welcome and put me at ease right away. I was so surprised. She went over everything with me. She even called me Cynthia my affirmation name. I love her. 

      So I got my blood draws and made my next appointment. Till then I have to give up those damn cigarettes. She won’t prescribe to a smoker. I’ve dreamt of this for so many years. Cigarettes are so behind me now. Cold turkey. It’s the first time I’m quitting without chemicals or gums or patches. I can do this because I know what it’s doing to me and what it’s holding me from. My life long dream. Thank you Christy for being there when I needed someone for support. 

      Email received from my doctor yesterday. My next appointment is on the 29th. I’ve stopped smoking. That’s a one day at a time thing. But if I want to trans I have the goal set to stop. Doctor says in email that I’ll start my medication on the 29th. I’m so excited I couldn’t sleep last night. 

      I hear and read about the itching that goes with breast growth. I am longing to feel it. I also long to feel the growth and changes that are going to take place. I’m putting women’s clothing into my daily routine. I love it all.  

       

      Christy, that’s what I love about this. People like you that make me laugh. I’m sure I’ll be feeling them often. And I do understand the idea of an aching pain as you describe. But you know what? I want it so badly. I want them to grow and be sore and itch. I want my thighs and butt to grow. I want to get electrolysis to kill this bearded woman. I’ve alre found a girl that is trans friendly for that. Thanks for the laugh. 

  9. I’m a girl. I just haven’t found her body yet. 

    1. Jessicatoyou

      Jessicatoyou

      Welcome.  I'm new here, too, but have always known where I belonged. Just took me a long time for my body to catch up with my head, too, and still have a way to go.  Have met some great people here, I hope you do too.  I've figured out quickly I've never been alone and have learned a lot from others here.  Take your time, navigate the site, and feel free to comment.  You won't be judged and I'm sure you will contribute much.  Thanks for joining.👍

      Jessica

       

    2. Cynthia

      Cynthia

      I made the big step and set an appointment for a dr. that does informed consent. The 8th will be a new chapter in my life. Im thinking of a therapist that I got through EAP at work. I’m beginning to accept my lifes roll in this world. I know I won’t be accepted by many. But that’ll be their problem. I’m going to keep this appointment unlike others I’ve made and then that undeserving thought pops in and changes everything. 

      Will it be what I hope? I’m not sure. It’s a step in the right direction for me. I’ve always wanted to be feminine. Ever since I found my sisters garter belt stockings and panties. Luckily I’ve graduated to much nicer under things. Briefs aren’t really my thing. 

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