Steph53

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Hello, Greetings, And Welcome !  I Am Stephanie Maycock. I was Born on Wednesday, 20th. December, 1961; at about 20:00 hour's; ( 8pm ), [ B.S.T. ], At The Canadian Red Cross Memorial Hospital, Cliveden, Taplow, Buckinghamshire, England, United Kingdom !  I Am a nearly 59 Year-Old; Male-To-Female; ( MtoF ); Fully; Full-Time; Transgender/Transsexual; Transitioning; Trans'Female !! However, I Identify as A Female; or as A Trans'Female ! I Knew, at just over 3 Year's of Age, in Early 1965; that I should have been Born as A Girl; and NOT as a boy !! I made 3 Serious Suicide Attempt's, Firstly on Tuesday, 16th. August, 1988; Then on Fiday, 2nd. November, 1992; and Then on Friday, 2nd. February, 1996; Because, I wanted to " Come-Out "; as A Trans'Female; But, there Just was NOT the Acceptance, with Family; or Friend's; or Neighbour's; or Colleague's; or Aquaintance's !! I met My ( Late ) Estranged ( Violent ) Spouse, and We Started Dating, on 25th. April, 1996. We got Engaged on 25th. December, 1996 - Christmas Day 1996. We Married on Saturday, 25th. July, 1998. We had 3 Son's, at the Beginning of August, 2001; The End of July, 2004; and The Second Half of March, 2006 !  Finally, I " Came-Out "; as A Trans'Female; at around 20:00 Hour's; ( 8pm ); British Summer Time; ( B.S.T. ); on Thursday, 30th. April, 2015; Aged 53 1/3 Year's ! To Actually be Able to say :- "I Am A Female", was Absolutely Amazing !!  On the Morning of Friday, 1st. May, 2015, I went out, and I Bought My First lots of Female Underwear; and Clothing;  and Nightwear ! I then Started Fully; Full-Time; Female-Dressing; and Female-Living ! Coming-Out, as A Trans'Female, was Like having a Massive-Weight; Lifted-Off; Both of My Shoulders, at The Very Same Time ! I Am Typically Female, in the fact, that I Absolutely Love, buying Sexy Female Undies; And Clothing; And Nightwear; And Footwear ! I feel Much More Feminine, as Each, and Every Day goes by ! I have Grown My Hair Long; and I had Always wanted to have Long Hair ! I have had Both of My Ear-Lobe's Pierced; and they have been Pierced 4 times, on Each Side ! I have Also, had Both of My Ear's Pierced, at the Top; Once on Each Ear ! I Love My Feminine Ear-Studs. I Am Really Happy, for The Very First Time;  in My Entire Life !  My Friend's,  are All being Really Supportive, so that I Am A Very Lucky Woman ! ( My " Now " Late Wife was the Only Person, who was being difficult ! )  I Always Did want to Fully Transition, And, I had Also, Always, Wanted Full Vaginoplasty - Gender Reassignment Surgery; ( G.R.S.) !  Since the Age of just over 3 Year's, I had Known, that I Was A Female; Trapped; in A Male Body ! To Finally, Be On the Outside; the Female; that I Always Knew; that I Was on the Inside; I Knew; Would Make Me Feel Full, And Complete, as A Female !  I Love wearing Perfume ! Giorgio is My Favourite, and I wear it Every Day !   I Am More Than Happy, For Anyone To Call Me Stephanie/Steph/Stephie.  I Do Not Mind Which of those, that Anyone Uses ! ( I Personally, Use Any Of The Three Name's ! ) On Sunday, 19th. July, 2015; I joined Transgender Guide Message Board, and I have been A Member of TGGuide ever since ! It is A Fantastic, A Non-Judgemental, and A Safe Place, to be A Member of !  I Have, Since the Second Week in September, 2015;  been going to The World Famous Nightclub - "Pink Punters" Nightclub, 2, Watling Street, Fenny Stratford, near Bletchley, Milton Keynes, Buckinghamshire, MK2 2BS, England, United Kingdom. I did Usually go on Friday Night's, into Saturday Morning's ! "Pink Punters" is A Lesbian; Gay; Bisexual; Transgender; ( L.G.B.T. ); Location. It Is Very Safe, with Over 500 Security Camera's, Very Friendly Security Staff, and all The Staff, are Very Friendly ! The Owner's - Frank and Mary McMahon, are Very Friendly, and Pink Punters, IS Also,  Frank and Mary's Own Home, as well as it being Their Business !  I Enjoy going, because being A Trans'Female; I can be Myself, Wear what I want, and if I want to Wear Make-Up, I Can. I Also enjoy being with other Like-Minded individual's !  I Officially Registered My Transgenderism/Transsexuality, with a G.P., at My Doctor's Surgery; at A Doctor's Appointment; at Mandeville Surgery, Hannon Road, Walton Court, Aylesbury, Buckinghamshire; England, United Kingdom; on Thursday, 25th. June, 2015; and They, in turn, on the Very Same Day; Officially Registered it, with London's Charing Cross Hospital - Gender Identity Clinic; ( G.I.C. )  The Hammersmith Clinic ! I then Completed; and Returned; All The Official Form's; and All The Official Consent Form's; to The Gender Identity Clinic; ( G.I.C. ) The Hammersmith Clinic ! I had My First Official Appointment; at The Gender Identity Clinic; ( G.I.C. ) The Hammersmith Clinic; which was on Tuesday, 25th. October, 2016; with Dr. Gurleen Bhatia. Dr. Gurleen Bhatia, Gave Me, My First Official Diagnosis, of Gender Dysphoria; ( Which is Medically; Officially; Classified; as F40 - Transsexualism ) !  I Officially Separated; from My Violent Spouse, on Friday, 2nd. December, 2016 ! I Officially; Legally; Changed My Name; by Deed-Poll; at The U.K. Deed-Poll Headquarters, Freebournes Court, Witham, Essex, CM8 2BL, England, United Kingdom, on Tuesday, 20th. December, 2016, which was My " 55th. " Birthday. I Changed My Name, In A " One-Hour "; " Express-Service "; and I Am So Glad, that I Did do so !!  I had My Second Official Appointment; at The Gender Identity Clinic; ( G.I.C. ), The Hammersmith Clinic; which was on Thursday, 3rd. August, 2017; with Dr. Stuart Lorimer. Dr. Stuart Lorimer, Gave Me, My 2nd. Official Diagnosis, of Gender Dysphoria. He Also Cleared Me, to Start Female Hormone Replacement Therapy, ( H.R.T. ); Commencing with Estrogen, in the Form of Progynova Estradiol Valerate Estrogen 2x1 mg. Tablet's, Daily !  I have been on Hormone Replacement Therapy, ( H.R.T. ); since Monday, 30th. October, 2017 ! I then Started the Testosterone Blocker's; in the Form of Decapeptyl 11.25mg. Intra-Muscular Injection's; which I was Advised, to have carried out, by A Nurse, at My G.P. Surgery, Every 12 Week's ! My First Decapeptyl Injection, was on Thursday, 4th. January, 2018. I Also had My Progynova Estradiol Valerate Estrogen, Increased to 2x2 mg. ( 4 mg. ) Tablet's, Daily ! Also, For just 14 Day's, I was Prescribed Cyproterone Acetate 50mg. Tablet's, One Daily ! I had My Progynova Estradiol Valerate Estrogen Increased to 3x2 mg. ( 6 mg. ) Daily. This was on Monday, 5th. February, 2018. A Second Time Increase !  Then, I had My Progynova Estradiol Valerate Estrogen Increased to 4x2 mg. ( 8 mg. Daily. This was on Tuesday, 20th. March, 2018. A Third Time Increase !   I had My Third Official Appointment; at the Gender Identity Clinic; ( G.I.C. ), The Hammersmith Clinic; which was on Tuesday, 27th. March, 2018; which was Also, My First Official Surgical Assessment Appointment; with Dr. Gurleen Bhatia. Dr. Gurleen Bhatia, Gave Me, My First Official Surgical Sign-Off; as The First Consultant, to do so ! I was then Able to Move Forward, Again ! On Wednesday, 16th. May, 2018, I had My First Messaging, with My Now Girlfriend, My Gorgeous Elsa. I Read Elsa's Blog's, that She had put up on Transgender Guide Message Board, in April And May 2018 ! I contacted Elsa, and I told Her how She could Contact Me, which Elsa did ! Elsa was Living South of Sydney; New South Wales; South-Eastern Australia ! We started off by Messaging on Messenger, for A Week. After that, We Audio-Called Each Other on Messenger for about A Week and A Half. Following that, We Video-Called Each Other on Messenger ! This went on for Several Month's !  ( Elsa was Born in Lancashire, UnitedKingdom, and She Moved to Australia, when She was 17 Year's Old ! ). We Finally Physically Met, on 12th. December, 2018, when Elsa Came Back Over to England, for A Holiday, and so that We Could Meet ! Elsa and Myself looked at Houses, and We decided on A Move to Derbyshire ! Before returning to Australia, Elsa had bought Our House, here in North-East Derbyshire, U.K. ! On 12th. January, 2019, Elsa went Back to Australia, to pack everything that She wanted to bring with Her, for Returning to the U.K. to Live ! I moved up here, from Buckinghamshire, on Wednesday, 27th. March, 2019 ! Elsa Arrived Back here, to Live, on Friday, 29th. March, 2019 ! I Then had A Surgical Advisory Appointment; at The Gender Identity Clinic; ( G.I.C. ), The Hammersmith Clinic; which was on Wednesday, 3rd. October, 2018; with The Lead Gender Reassignment Surgery ( G.R.S. ) Nurse Clinician - Iffy Middleton. I had My Fourth Official  Appointment; at The Gender Identity Clinic; (G.I.C. ), The Hammersmith Clinic; which was on Wednesday, 27th. February, 2019; which was Also, My Second Official Surgical Assessment Appointment; with Dr. James Barrett - The Lead Clinician ! Dr. James Barrett, Gave Me My Second Official Surgical Sign-Off; as The Second Consultant, to do so ! I was then Able to Move Forward, Again ! During the Late-Part of the Spring 2019; I started Divorce Proceeding's, against My Violent Estranged Spouse ! Next, Between June, 2019; and September, 2019; I had 3 Beautiful Tattoo's Done, by The Fantastic Tattoo Artist - Mr. Rodney Kent Nesbitt, at Pierce Of Art, Knifesmithgate, Chesterfield, Derbyshire, England, United Kingdom. Firstly, I have got A Beautiful Roses and Butterfly Tattoo, on My Lower Right Arm; and A Beautiful Trans'Flag, with 2 Trans'Buterflies Tattoo, on My Lower Left Arm; and A Beautiful Trans'Beads Bracelet, with My Gorgeous Girlfriend-Elsa's Name -Elsa ( in Script-Writing ), included in it, around My Left Wrist. I then had An Outpatient Appointment; With The Urology - Genital Reconstruction Surgery Team; at The N.H.S. Charing Cross Hospital, Fulham Palace Road, Hammersmith, London, W6 8RF, England, United Kingdom; which was on Tuesday, 29th. October, 2019; and I was Seen by The Consultant Surgeon - Mr. Roland Morley; And Also, The Clinical Nurse Specialist - Ms. Manjit Takhar. Mr. Roland Morley, And Ms. Manjit Takhar, Gave Me, The All-Clear, to Have My Full Vaginoplasty - Gender Reassignment Surgery ! My Violent Estranged Spouse, Passed-Away, from Natural Causes, on Sunday, 24th. November, 2019; in Their Own Flat ! That Event, meant that I had become "A Widow", Instead of "A Divorcee" ! Because We were Still Legally Married, at the time,  and because of Me Having Teenage Son's to think about, It was down to Me, to Organise My Late Estranged Spouse's Funeral; which I Dutifully Duly Did ! I then had An Outpatient Appointment; With The Urology - Genital Reconstruction Surgery Team; Followed by A Pre-Assessment Appointment; ( for My General Health; ) at The N.H.S. Charing Cross Hospital, Fulham Palace Road, Hammersmith, London, W6 8RF, England, United Kingdom, which were on Wednesday, 8th. January, 2020 ! I was then Admiitted to The Riverside Ward, Charing Cross Hospital, Fulham Palace Road, Hammersmith, London, W6 8RF, which was on The Afternoon, of Tuesday, 11th. February, 2020; under The Care of The Clinical Team, Led by The Consultant Surgeon - Mr. Roland Morley, and His Clinical Team. I then Had My Genital Reconstruction Surgery/Gender Reassignment Surgery ( G.R.S. ), with The Consultant Surgeon - Mr. Roland Morley, and His Surgical, and Clinical Team's, which was on The Morning, of Wednesday, 12th. February, 2020; and I had My Early Hospitalised Recovery Period, on The Riverside Ward, of Charing Cross Hospital. I was then Released Back Home, from Charing Cross Hospital, on The Afternoon, of Tuesday, 18th. February, 2020. Following My Gender Reassignment Surgery, ( G.R.S. ), I Will need to do Maintenance - Dilation, for The Rest Of My Life ! It IS Something, that I Do NOT Have A Problem with Doing ! 

This Information, was PARTIALLY Updated, on Wednesday, 18th. November, 2020.